uchiha101

I don't tell my parents where I'm going or what I'm doing, in fact, I haven't even told them about my wife Samantha. I rather them think that I'm alone and have trouble finding a girl than to bring Sam and her sister to meet them. I explained to Sam and her sister what to expect if they did want to meet my family and they were less than amused and didn't want anything to do with them. Sam and her sister said that if I ever need a place I can live with them. I tell my friends what I'm doing.

Yes, I've had quite a few long distance relationships and they weren't ever easy. But this is the first girl to ever make me want to change myself so much for the better and even when she likes me as I am I still didn't feel that's ok because I want to be better for her. Yes, she offered quite a few times to video chat me but I always turned her down. Yes, I'm excited to meet Sam and her sister when I get the chance. It's been a long time coming though.

I have a challenge for you as well. Leave my journal alone.

Well not only that but also the update of when my passport and ID are updated as well as the pics of Sam and her sister.

In the category of dark humor :P

Being that you're 53 that would make you my elder for sure. But like I've said to the others, I don't have a problem with girls but I have a wife and I am loyal to her. As for staying safe I've said this before as well, I've been telling my close friends about what I plan to do and most of my friends are in the states anyway.

Yes, I was holding his money in my account as part of the idea we worked out. All in all it took a lot of trust especially for the sum of $1800 or $1950 bucks in total but I'm an honest guy and we both ended up happy as he got the book. I had two or three copies of JLA #1

It's fine. That didn't upset me.

Thanks

Well at least that's an improvement. I do get hate and jealous reactions from the other boardies. As for looking out for myself. I've been doing better. I'm own my own now and by the request of my wife eating and drinking more so my health doesn't get worse.

Really? I don't remember those deals to be honest.

Thanks. Well seeing them will be a big risk for sure. But at long last I will finally know.

As I said that's not everyone. But it's nice to have.

Are you actually agreeing to what I've said or humoring me?

It's actually some people in this journal. Saying I don't deserve her.

Yes. They're both over 18.

Like I said yesterday, some people here are very two faced, wishing me luck and all the best but as soon as I turn my back they insult everything they previously stood up for. One example is Samantha. I've had many people say they hope it's real yet in pm's tell me I don't deserve an amazing girl like that if it turns out she is real. Why do I get a girl like that even though my life is so terrible. You think I enjoy such people? I rather have them come out and say it instead of acting buddy buddy. Not everyone wants me to succeed or wish me the best in life here. Facts.

Her full name is Samantha. I call her Sam because it's easier than typing out her full name each time.

Well I consider my relationship with Sam a big accomplishment. I've worked very hard on this relationship.

Well believe it or not. I do analyze people. They're not the type to do this. I've been wrong before but too much has happened for me to say otherwise. Besides, why does it matter what happens anyway? From the boardies perspective it would just be one less crazy person in the world which will puff up most of their already dangerously overblown ego's

I don't know man. I can't see into the future. I'm saying whenever I get my passport and ID updated I'll see them.

It was actually near the start of this newer journal. It just kinda blew up recently. Yes, those are some of my past mistakes and as for the debt I paid off three of them so far.

Because Sam isn't the type to do such things.

What a dark humor joke. They don't deal in such things.

I don't even have anything of value to boot.